This night,Iroutine cover the chest,still nobody can understand my feeling, Theart is very painful,Did that kind of thom heart's feeling some who konw?Through out,The tear flowed down,warm、salty。
  That instantaneous,I have though many,Perhaps,I really doesn't belong to this world,My world should be small、joyful、pure,Bu t the realistic world is too big,is too complex,is too dirty,it doesn't belong to me。
  The realistic person that so-called “dirty”is called“noblly” 。I'm really unable to endure,I want to extricate,leave here,But where can I go to?I can't lay down certain things。
  I was wrong,shouldn't know thoes I care about human,My heart the scar was already countless,The destiny suffering me again,is good?I'm really very painful。